Searching For My Inner Pearl

An oyster shell is a plain looking thing, and the oyster inside doesn't look any better. But once in a while, you can crack open that ugly exterior to find a beautiful and shiny pearl waiting inside. I want to find my inner pearl. I want to crack open my ugly exterior of uncertainty, confusion and worry, to set free my calm, content and beautiful inner self.

Who am I?

During this process of self-discovery, my thoughts, actions, emotions, beliefs... are sure to change over time. I want to record things as I go, that way I will be able to see where I was, and where I end up. So for now...


I am:


  1. Loyal
  2. Open-minded
  3. Willing to change
  4. creative.
  5. intuitive
  6. pessimistic.
  7. unsure of myself.
  8. unhappy.
  9. jealous.
  10. detached.
  11. a follower.
  12. reactive instead of active.
  13. shy.
  14. agnostic. Discovering a new spiritual side of myself.
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